Lethargy

you would think that 2 days of rest would like rejuvenate you but no it didn't... i slept like really early for the past 2 days and it didn't help. i feel more tired than before and my muscles are damn sore. my shoulders feel very tired. my back hurts. my neck is stiff. so much for getting alot of rest. but the upside is i had alot of funny dreams. dreaming is fun. coz i'll wake up after a particular dream and go back to sleep and change the story or continue it. i can do that and its fun. but the bummer thing about dreams is that you forget then during the day and as time goes by you forget them altogether. but at least i know i had fun.

ok anyhoo, to combat this lethargy i have been drinking shitloads of water and eating alot of fruits. like here i am sitting here typing, at the same time eating a bowl of fruit salad. which by the way consists of bananas, grapes, bluberries and a handful of almonds. hmm goodness. also had a cup of hot chocolate. ok on hindsight that might hav been a bit too much but at least i feel happy. and full. happy and full. and fat. sigh. such are the ironies of life.

ok so i have wasted 3 days of block leave already doing nothing but stay at home and going to singapore expo. with the expectations of going to see the Sacred Buddhist Relics but after seeing the Q i'm beggining to change my mind. maybe i'll let the Buddhist people go see it and let them take my place. its more important to them anyways.

so there goes one thing i wanna do for block leave. ok other things to do is for block leave.

1. Go to Ikea Tampines and buy lotsa nonsense things
2. Go for a run. keep fit darlings keep fit!
3. go on a shopping spree. maybe
4. get a haircut. must must
5. go to a museum. again who would wanna go?

is that to much to ask? most probably yes. (i feel a wave of nonsensical ranting about myself spiralling into a depressing emotional blackhole coming!) like who would go out with me for all these things. i can count them with one hand. here's the deal with me. correct me if i'm wrong.

• i'm malay with chinese blood. so i look chinese.
• i'm not your typical malay so bugger off
• i eat with chopsticks
• i listen to bollywood/arab music
• i'm learning the sitar
• i have wavy hair and fair skin
• not fat and also not thin
• not drop dead gorgeous but also not fuck ugly (some ppl might beg to differ on this point)
• i don't play soccer or any sports for that matter
• i like frogs and the colour green
• my interest concern plants and nature instead of cars and bikes
• i read alot. who read nowadays anyways?

my point is i'm just different from alot of people. and i guess you know it already you ppl reading this. ok lah. just wen this blog was getting happie!

your filthy but i'm gorgeous!