EDITED COZ LIFE IS UNFAIR... SUCH IS THE COMPLEXITIES OF LIFE....
i have come up with a list of alternative jobs that MOST PROBABLY i will go and try and do....
- Work in a bookstore. u noe the small kinds. maybe in bras basah or holland V
- become a teacher! yay! i like kids!!!
- be in the fashion related industry, model cannot lah. maybe stylist or sumthing.
- Kumon teacher! yeah 3 year experience
- Writer, novelist
- Muse, yes there are such ppl.
- Technical Service Cousellor
- Gigolo? hey they maek lotsa money leh.
- House Husband
- TV host
- RAdio Deejay
- Shoe Designer
- Work In the HERbarium!!!
ok ran out of jobs that i would try to do. most probably not wat i'm doing now....
Another Depressing moment....
i've become damn ugly.... ok here the story...
i feel that i look better than how i did when i first entered poly. don't u think so? slimmed a bit, less pimples and better fashion sense. well i do so just go along with me.
so it took me about three bloody years to come to where i am now. and look wat i have become wen i start attachment? wearing BIG crummy shirts and crummy jeans. wat about my look? ie. Cargo pants. green shirts and white crummy skool shoes with velcro straps! and vans shoes! brown no less! and gelled hair!
now i can't do that!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like factory worker dress better than me.. don't get me wrong. i understand that the work comes with the clothes! but i'm depressed...
so to comfort myself i went to buy a Destiny's Child CD and a Book! i'm happy now.......