Auld Lang Syne......

wat the heck does Auld Lang Syne really mean? issit some old german language coz it really sounds strange to say the least... oh well its the lsat post for 2005! good bye 2005.. it was a fun year we shared... so many changes and yet so little... the good and the bad... the funny and the sad... i will miss you dearly 2005... so goodbye 2005 it was good while it lasted.. i leave you with a heavy heart k... toodles....

LETS WELCOME 2006!

HAPPIE NEU YEAR!

WAHAHAHA

LETS HOPE IT WOULD BE BETTER....

It Has Come and Soon it will Be Gone....

i get all emotional and depressed this time of year (i get emotional all year, but hey especially this time of year)... thats coz wen i look back at all the times i had and all the memories made this year i get all emo.. you noe so many things have changed this year.. wtih me graduating frm poly, ending one chapter of my life, and starting National Service( ahem!) thus beginning another chapter.... from losing alot of weight and thus rasing my self esteem alot more... to alot more experiences that have shaped my life and changed me in more ways than one...

but the year has come and gone and there are still so many things that are unresolved, most of them deeply personal... so many things i have yet to fulfil and experience... i feel that my life is still very empty... for those who can read between that lines, you could have already guessed wat i am talking about. for the rest of u slower ppl.. hee hee.. go figure...

oh well... soon it will be time for me to me to create new year resolutions that i will never fulfil and be gloomy and all the next year...


MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL!

It Sucks.....

it sucks to go back to camp todae after like a 1 week break... really it sucks... but hey i just have to wait for about 2 plus days then i'm out again... wahhaa... den comes christmas hols! and new year! haha! but in between there is a field camp... which sucks beeg time... oh well... t minus 45 mins to go back to camp.... toodles darlings see ya soon.....

It Sucks.....

it sucks to go back to camp todae after like a 1 week break... really it sucks... but hey i just have to wait for about 2 plus days then i'm out again... wahhaa... den comes christmas hols! and new year! haha! but in between there is a field camp... which sucks beeg time... oh well... t minus 45 mins to go back to camp.... toodles darlings see ya soon.....

Feelin Kinda Krummy.......

Woke up this morning with a headache, a runny nose and an ulcer at the back of my throat.. and maybe possibly inflammed tonsils.... gahhhh.....

so that impedes my plans for today.. which was to clean and reorganize my closet... which now has taken a back seat to greater tasks at han which is blogging as you are reading it right now... i dunno, everytime i look at my wardrobe or closet or wateva you might call it.. it just screams to be cleaned out.. but i did clean it out.. just before raya.. but it is still screaming.. i dunno maybe its coz i don't really see that often... i live more at camp than i do at home... sigh.. should i or shouldn't i? only time will tell.....

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!

Sugarbabes
Ugly

When I was 7

They said I was strange

I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same

I asked my parents if I was OK

They said you're more beautiful

And that's the way they show they wish

They had your smile

So my confidence was up for a while I got real comfortable with my own style

I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same

And we only get judged by what we do

My personality reflects me

And if I'm ugly then

So are you

So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared

That I was shorter than everyone there

People made me feel like life was unfair

And I did things that made me ashamed

Cos I didn't know my body would change I grew taller than them in more ways

But there will always be the one who will say

Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same

And we only get judged by what we do

My personality reflects me

And if I'm ugly then

So are you

So are you

People are all the same

And we only get judged by what we do

My personality reflects me

And if I'm ugly then

So are you

So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody

And never realises how it affects somebody

And you bet it won't be forgotten

Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same (The same, the same)

And we only get judged by what we do (What we do, yeah, yeah)

My personality reflects me

And if I'm ugly then (Yeah, you)

So are you

So are you

People are all the same (Oh, oh, oh)

And we only get judged by what we do (What we do, yeah)

My personality reflects me

And if I'm ugly then (Yeah, so are you)

So are you

So are you

I'm Back Darlings....

on leave now... thank god! i need the fucking rest coz i just did the graduation march for BMT... no did not go for recourse.. i just went with the Mono intake guys providing them with med cover.. wahhaa.... now i have abrasions and aches and pains in part where the sun don't shine....

now resting at home which i miss dearly.. and i shall blog like i never blog before these dew days!! wahahaha..... ok now to blog proper...

ok yesterday someone said i looked young... which i took as a compliment.. seriously.. ppl keep saying look 25 or something but hey 1 person said i don't look like i was born in 85... yay! which brings me to another point.. i realised most ppl treat me as though i'm a kid.. for example they always make sure to remind me bout this and that and are concerned if i make my home safely and things like that... they think i'm an innocent little boy... which is fine by me but just to let u noe KOokyPluM is not that innocent... ;)

i may act silly and very kiddy like and cutesy pie but the things that goes on in my mind are not for those who are weak hearted.... ok time to go make some chocolate cake if u catch my drift..... hahaha... be back later....

Those Who Are Truly The Best In What They Do

Do Not Seek Recognition

Be Humble

And

Accept Your Fate

Whatever It May Be

HAiyoh....

tis been a long time since i blogged... i guess i have no mood and time to blog.. and also the fact that i haven't gotten the fact that i have been posted to one of the most xiong units... i'm still in shock and think i am still going to be for quite some time in the future.... why is heaven so unfair? i must have done something in my past life... thats why i get to go to the most xiong unit...

like i studied alot for fuck? its like maybe they never take into consideration ur results.. me thinks they only take into the consideration your ability to "angkat buah"... suck up lah basically... which is true actually.... sucks man... i think i'm heading for a nervous breakdown....

i won't be around much coz i have to stay in... sucks.... so this blog won't be updated very often because for one i'm not at home blog and secondly i will have no fucking life... even if i have things to say, i can't coz wateva it is, it would be classified info... sucks....

i'm very sad and depressed.......

and no one will read this.... even more sad and depressing....

The land awash in endless sorrow

Brought by the pouring rain

I'll never know if i'll see tommorow

For you have brought me so much pain

There is so much i want to tell you

So much you need to know

But if these words leave my mouth

The answer would be no

BENCI!!!!!!!!!

ok i have issues... terrrible.... terrible things.. and they have to resurface now... i hate it....

I'm Back....

I have eaten and i watched more tv... hee hee... den began to make ketupats while watching tv... which is quite frustrating coz the coconut leaves are not the same width and they are short so i can't do it properly (i'm just a novice u see)... i shall leave it to dearest mother who has done it for many many more years than me...

ok nuff bout festive related occurances....
i have to mope... about stuff.... mopey mopey.... me....

HAPPIE DEEPAVALI!!!!!!!!!

yay! its deepavali... but didn't do much in the celebrating deepavali department... coz i woke up at 2 in the afternoon... and then vacuum my room... rearranged my plants and spruced them up.. help my mom change the cushion covers and did somemore random vacuuming... watched abit of tv and read the paper.. and phew.... i end up here.... loo dee doo...

actually i ha d nothing in particular to blog about cept the fact that i really had the urge to blog but i had nothing to blog about so here i am blogging about the urge to blog but having nothing to blog about... u get me?

ok time to get ready to break fast.. hehe....

Meditations.....

i have been deep in thought for the past few days.... i have come to the realisation that you can't cry over things that u don't have... also it is best to let go but u can't help urself sometimes to cling on to the hope that it might just work. can you? ah well such is life and the things that it throw at you... puzzled at what i'm talking bout.. well read between that lines dearies.... its such sadness.....

a wise monk on tv told me this.....

We Cannot Concern Ourselves With What Was,

We Must Concentrate With What Is....

on a brighter note..

i got my hair cut and the barber lady said my hair was funny... apparently my hair has moulded itself into a permanent mohawk ala Mr Beckham's fin... its like permanent... not that i'm complaining... it just that its a very weird thing to have ur hair in a permanent position... but still not complaining...

oh well Hari Raya is coming ! Whoop Dee Doo!... ermmm... i think thats all for this blog post... silly isn't it? toodles then taa taa cheerio!

Gloomy Sunday Madness...!!

oh i think i have gone crazy... as of this moment i have 4 different versions of Gloomy Sunday by 4 different ppl... its a bit obsessive dontcha think? but its such a pretty pretty song... worry not i won't be attempting any thing for now... so far i find the diamanda galas version more catchy-popish.... abit more upbeat... lets see if i can find more versions of Gloomy Soonday.......

Its So Depressing.......

One of my dear frens (oh u noe who u are) introduced this song to me... Gloomy Sunday... oh how true it is... its very gloomy in a beautiful way... so sad and depressing... confirm to make u depressed, chop with gurantee.... or at least make u feel abit sad... its abeautiful song... just don't kill urself over it... warning! not for ppl wit suicidal tendencies....

the sarah mclachaln version has a nicer melody and tune but u noe how Ms Mclachlan sings.. u can't really hear the words... so do try to hear the sarah brightman version... she has better diction...

and so alas after hearing Gloomy Sunday for a few times.. now i shall burn some candles and sit in the dark and think depressive thoughts.. maybe i'll paint my nails black... so depressing....

I'm Mourning....

My T.exserta just died.... and i fear for my T. festucoides & My T. ionantha... My T. streptophylla isn't looking too good either... if u already haven't guessed yet.. i'm talking bout my airplants.. it feels fucked up that one of my plants died and i hate it.. espcially those i had for along time... just last week, one of my jewel orchids has rotted away into oblivion... my Alocasia is looking abit pale and my Bodhi tree is saggy... how? how? how?... why oh why am i thrown into this botanical dilemma?!!? is it coz i am not home for the most part of the week to really look at my plants..? Do they miss me? sure my mom takes care of my plants but i don't think she really goes and scrutinize each and every plant like i would.... its very saddening... or maybe its coz of all the natural disasters that are going on and its screwing up the balance of nature? oh sadness.....

i shall paint my nails black and wear a veil.... and weep....

Quizzes!!! QUizzes!! Quizzez!!!!!

Girl Name: Czarina Batty

Guy Name:Father Vlad

*You have a heart
of solid coal*

You wish that you could
change your ways, even though you have done
nearly everything right. You try to hard to be
accepted by others.

What Is Your Goth Name?
brought to you by The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?



You're beautiful in so many different ways, but
your problem is that you don't realize it.
You're constantly putting yourself down and
don't really even listen to others when they
insistenly point out your good characteristics
to you. Listen to them next time, learn
something about yourself!




What Makes You Beautiful?
brought to you by How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Gayatri....

The Gayatri mantra is one of the oldest mantras knwon to man... and its simply meaningful and hauntingly hypnotic.... especially the Deva Premal version... i like to listen to it just to wind down at night....

Om Bhur Bhuvah Svah

Tat Savitur Varenyam

Bhargo Devasya Di Mahi

Dhi Yona Prachodayat

Translation:

Throughout all of existence
"That" essential nature
illuminating existence is the
Adorable One.
May all beings perceive with subtle intellect
the magnificent brilliance of enlightened awareness.

Taken From: Shanti Mayi which i feel has the nicest translation of it...

Perfect Imperfection....

everything in this world, in this universe is connected.... it is held in perfect balance... the right amount of stars and planets. to the right amount water and soil.. everything is in perfect equilibrium... itsn't in wonderful? life itself is a perfect balance, a perfect union of two souls to create another being.. i dunno i had this enlightening moment while i was on the bus today... but its really true that everything is balanced... light and dark, good and evil.. blah blah the list goes on and on....

Rambling Thoughts of A Rambling Mind....

oh wat am i rambling about....

oh yes, i have been mightily regretting my blog... thats coz i'm so busy learning to be a medic.... and yes i have done needle poking bits and stuff.... 9 more to go.... sianz... enuff bout being a medic... nothing special lah juz have to study study alot... which i do not do much of anyways...

anyway i got to watch Gilmore Girl the other sunday.. how i wish my life like the Gilmore Girls.... i'm sure i've said it before... like wouldn't it be fun to talk really really fast and think nonsensical things along the way (wait... i do that already hah!) and have a crazy mom and kooky town... and be super intelligent and all that... one can only dream....

some thing exciting! i'm going to the vatican exhibition this sunday! woo hoo! i've been wanting to go the thing for like ages and well this sunday i have made a resolution to go! with or without my frenz! i shall have a spiritual experience and remember the old pope... he looked nice.... i'm sure he was.. like how Mother Theresa was, all kind and gentle looking and all that stuff.... ok now my nose is acting up and i feel i have the flu.. that or i havea bubble in bloodstream which is slowly destroying my brain... wahaha! wat do u think? i shall end of with a poem from Clive Barker the author of Abarat (which is a very nice book by the way, but i haven't read the second part, the book is expensive u noe)

Oh woe is me!

Oh woe is me!

I used to have a Hamster Tree

But it was eaten by a newt

And now i have no cuddly fruit

Oh woe is me!

Oh woe is me!

I used to have a hamster tree....

Another one!:

Journey to the end of day

Come the fire fly

Come the moon

Say a prayer for God's good grace

And sleep with love upon your face........

Good Night now and bugger off.....

Its Like Being On A Deserted Island....

DAy 1: its a sunday... i stayed at home all day.... watch tv and was sorely dissappointed wen there was Gilmore Girls.. idiots...

DAy 2: Monday.. woke up very late around 12... watch tv.. took care of my plants... took a car ride at night....

DAy 3: Tuesday... Woke up even later, around 1.30... repotted some my seedlings and transferred my rotting jewel orchid.... and blogging...

wah i need to get out of the house.. each day my block leave is getting lesser.. i shall go and explore town by myself.. i could get kidnapped and sold into the New York sex scene... haha... but i have to slug it out alone coz everyone is busy.. sucks... blah....

i noe i shall go to Little India or Chinatown.... or Kinokuniya or BOrders or TAnglin Shopping Center.. i always wanted to go there and see wat was inside.... oh well... poorr lonely me....

Too Much Time Is A Bad Thing....

KookyPlum Fun Fact #1: i shit alot.. really i do.. everyday...
KookyPlum Fun Fact #2: i have hairy toes...

u noe it really suck that i am on block leave and i have nobody to go out with... its sad.. no one to go shopping with.. no one to go window shopping with... no one to gp ppl watching with.. no one to eat Old Chang Kee with.. no one to drink Bubble Tea with... NO ONE!!!!!

it sucks....

i did go to the national library by myself, which in itself is a good idea coz its a library.. u can't talk in a library esp the NAtional one. so i went and did lotsa reading.. i guess that is wat u do in a library... hehe...

other than that i have been stuck at home for the past few days! sad but i shall not be defeated.. i did some productive things, like clear up my room.. its amazing how much rubbish can be hidden in ur cupboards and drawers... like lots... and besides that i did a lot of pottering around with my airplants and various other plants.. i am planning a great big taking over the world event! (evil laughs).. speaking of plants.. i fear that my jewel orchid is not going to make it.. it llooks so pale and washed out (that is a bad thing for a jewel).. i fear the worst.. i already moved it to a more shaded area...

it seems that boredom can make a person think up such fantastical things... let me explain.. while at home i tot of doing so many things. here's a list:

• i wanted to write a story bout a lil' cafe (can't give a way the plot can i?)
• i wanted to do a family tree.. for both sides of my family...
• i want to write a book on gardening and publish it and make lotsa money! wahhaha
• i want to open a lil' cafe/bookstore in a street corner (connected to the story)
• i want to revamp my garden
• i want to go shopping for clothes
• i want to rule the world...

ok the last one was a spur of the moment thing...

its gonna rain darlingss... so i will strum my sitar....

The Journey Has Ended & I Have Returned

ok guys its been a long time since i had the time to blog proper so here a blog proper... the reason why i have time to blog is coz i am on block leave.... which is becoz i just finished BMT... hurray hurrah... but remember i still have about a year plus plus of NS to go... colour me Pessimistic...

well anyways.. lets not focus on the NS bits... oh i noe all of u are curios on wat goes in camp, like hows the training or hows the sergeants... blah blah... there nothing special in camp.. and oh one more thing... i didn't see any ghost.. so moving on...

oh u noe i did lots shopping... not clothes sadly (that will be coming soon) but other stuff... i have been buying lotsa airplants.... from TillandsiaBiotope... too much i think but hey these plants are addictive.. seriously like there so many shapes and sizes and forms.... gah! its not a hobby! its an addiction! oh and i really like this lil' plant called catopsis.. its a bromeliad but its tiny.. ok not so tiny but around the size of ur computer mouse... really cute...

oh more botanical mayhem! went to the Botanic GArdens Plant sale! and bought this really beeg vine/shrub plant thing.... Strophantus prussii or something i can't really remember the name.. but the cool thing about it is that the flowers have extended petals which well extends to long purple hairs... so the whole plants looks like it has a beard or someone popped lotsa party poppers on it... real kool... but the hairs/beard things get tangled wen the wind blows... but still real interesting....

oh just so happens that the ORchid Society Of South East Asia had a meeting and the had some plants for sale...and one of the plants they had was a jewel orchid! for those who do not noe a jewel orchid is one of the most beatiful plant there is... unlike normal orchids which have green leaves, these orchids have dark brown/purple/green leaves which are laced with golden & iridescent veins... very very beatiful... it sparkles in the sun... and it was a steal, it was only 10 dollars... and it was a Macodes petola... one of the prettiest... but now i'm scared of killing it... but hey i'm a horticulturist for gods sake i should be able to take of this plant... but still scary lah... hee hee... but u have to see it urself its very pretty.....

from botanical mayhem to some literary ones... i bought a bunch of books... and received a really big one.... but i really want o but that Tim Burton book about the oyster boy... seems i have to make my way to Kino this week...

tomolo's agenda..... I'm going to the NAtional LIbrary!!!!!!! wahaha!!!! so goods night ya'll... i'm tired already....

I'm Disturb....

aren't u disturb by something thats been showing on tv lately? i noe i have... its very outstanding.. oh u all noe wat i'm talking about... its TAufik Batisah and his very pink and shiny lips on that shooting stars show.... personally i haven't seen the show coz i'm camp but i've seen the trailer and advertisements.. and don't u think his lips a little bit too pink and glossy..? pink lips and tanned skin just seems weird to me... maybe its just me...

another thing i'm disturbed about is mens preoccupation with fitness and working out.... i'm sorry but is that all men think about... there are like other things to think about like world hunger and poverty... pollution and the environment... but then again maybe its just the hippie new age person in me....

i'm ranting.... time to slp....

PEAce....

Saanti Mantra (Prayer for Peace)

Aum Dyauh Saantir Antareeksham SaantihPrithvi Saantir Aapah Saantihr Osadhayah SaantihVanaspatayah Saantir Visvedevaah Saantih Brahma SaantihSarvam Saantih Saantih Reva Saantihi.

Meaning: May there be peace in heaven. May there be peace in the sky. May there be peace on earth. May there be peace in the water. May there be peace in the plants. May there be peace in the trees. May there be peace in the Gods. May there be peace in Brahman. May there be peace in all. May that peace, real peace, be mine.

TAken From.... Vedic Chants

HEy YAh!

So i finally decided to blog after such a long time.. nothing to say lah except that i'm very tired and sleepy NOW.... maybe tomolo i'll be fresher.. sianz.... so in the meantime here something for u to read.... from friendster...

Bored on a sick day...
1.Call me
- PlumZ

2. What color of pants are you wearing right now?
- Black and Green

3. What Are You Listening To Right Now?
- Maar Dala frm Devdas

4. What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
- Longans ( and now i'm coughing... blah )

5. Do You Believe In Karma?
- Totally!

6. If You Were A Crayon, what color?
- Moss or Sage Green

7. How Is The Weather Right Now
- ITs Dark i cAn't Really tell

8. Last Person You Talked To On The Phone?
- umm.... My Mom...

9. Do You Like The Person Who Sent You This?
- Technically i found it... but ok lah....

10. How Are You Today?
- Just PEachy

11. Favorite Drink?
- Heaven & Earth Gui Hua Tea

12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink?
- NEver Tried....

13. Favorite Sports
- Does Shopping Count?

14. Hair Color?
- Black lah...

15. Eye Color?
- i would like it to be green but its sadly black

16. Favorite Brand?
- no specific brand

17. Favorite Actor?
- None Actually...

18. Favorite Months?
- August and December

19. Favorite Food?
- Too Much Too List....

20. Last Movie You Watched & With Who?
- Gosh.. it was Ella Enchanted and wit my gang

21. Favorite Day?
- depends on my mood

23. What Was Your Favorite Toy As A Child?
- My Imagination

24. Summer or Winter?
- Summer

25. Hugs Or Kisses?
- Both at the same time

26. Chocolate Or Vanilla?
- VAnilla

27. What Is the favourite thing u do?
- Oh... Thats a tricky one....

32. Friend You Have Had The Longest ?
- Lots lah...

33. What Did You Do Last Night?
- clean Bunk

34. Favorite Smells?
- flowers, fried food....

35. Who Inspires You?
- No one At the moment

36. What Are You Afraid Of?
- Life....

37. Plain, Buttered Or Salted Popcorn?
- totally buttered

38.Favorite flower?
- i love all flowers...

39. Number Of Keys On Your Key Ring?
- F.I.V.e

41.What's the Color of your shoes?
- Brown and beige

42. What month is your Birthday?
- August!

43.Do you smoke?
- Second hand smoking...

44.Whats the brand of your cigarette?
- depends on who is smoking near me.. hee hee

45.Whats your height?
- around 1.65... shorty...

46.Do you watch Cartoon?
- yesh!

47.Cartoon Network or Disney Channel?
- i prefer Disney

48.Whats your collections?
- Frogs!!!! and Stones!!!

49.Last 5 digits of your mobile?
- Why u wAnt to noe

50.Whats your favorite snack?
- oh... Lao Chang i guess....

Take A Deep Breath

OH DEAR WAT IS THAT SMELL?

Well That's The Smell Of This Blog Stagnating... LAter Mozzies Will Come.... Fucking Lazy To Update LAh

Anyway When I Feel Like LAh....

BLAH!!!

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I Hate This Feeling

Wah Lau Eh... must go book in already...

the feeling is soo damn FUCKED UP..... Sheesh.. ok lah i just have to just take it as a fact of life... This is my life now... haiz....

Oh Hallo! How Are Ya?

ok ya'll i'm back for now... to be exact for just over 48 hours.... buggers... first book out is about 2 days but next one is on sat morn... bloody bugger....

aiyah dats NS for ya.. anyways it seems i missed out alot in the time i was away in tekong. the nude SPG thing and lots of tv. really u noe i feel so outdated and missed out on a lot of things... aiyah cannot say anything much lah... coz i have nothing much to say. and i can't say that many things bout Tekong coz thats restricted info.. haha.... ask me and i might just tell u....

this much i can say....

made alot of new frens... yeah yeah... and had alot of tok cock sessions.... am currently botak and feel alot fitter although i weigh the same... hmm....muscles maybe.. haha...and its very tiring...mentally and physically... i think anyways....

ok lah i muz catch up on sleep... and i have alot of updating to do.... on tv and internet so toodles...

A New Chapter BEgins...

oh.. i just finished my last class... and ended my job that i had held for about 4 years.. gosh.. has it been 4 years? i'll miss the kids.....

Well Darlings.... it seems i have started a new chapter in my life and time to grow up... i'm going off tomolo and my heart is heavy.. there are soo many things left unsaid and undone... well.. its too late for that now or is it?

For Now i Shall Declare:

THE MOST BOOTIFUL SOUP EVER!!!

ON TEMPORARY HIATUS

Be Back In About 1 Months Time

Don't Worry People, Enjoy Life, Cherish Those Moments

KookyPlum Will Be Back With A Vengeance

May The Force Be With You

Oh Bugger Off Already!!

GoodBye... For Now....

just watched my last episode of Desperate Housewives.. My last episode!!! canu believe it? unless of course i download from internet but tahts a different matter alltogether.. u see here's the thing.. this weekend i'm flying off for a holiday and wen i come back i'll be going for National Service... so thats why its my last episode.. oh i'll miss Bree, Lynette, Susan, Gabrielle and Edie... Oh how i will miss Mary Alice and her voice....

oh and i will miss the free time and freedom....

and i will miss my students and sitar class...

and most of all i will miss my frens...

yeah i noe i have to make new frens and foster "brotherhood" but the old ones will always be close to my heart... here is a rundown of all my frens (promise its not long i'll just classify):

• Poly Classmates: oh the fond memories we shared, at the canteen, on outings and in class (sleeping, haha) at the greenhouse... doing projects..people watching, gossiping...and slacking during breaks... i'm already missing it...
• I.S. Classsmates: these people i met helped widen my circle of frens.. nice people...fun people and some strange people... i miss those classes...
• French Classmates: Oh these are bunch of crazy ppl.. in a good way.. fond memories of us trying desperately to pronounce French.. hmm... i spent 3 years with most of them and i miss french class...
• Orientation Camp Ppl: one of the first ppl i met in poly.. fond memories of me supporting u all at Butter Hill... yeah... fun fun fun ppl...
• Secondary Skool Frens: We were there during sec skool and we slack alot... standing infront of the nai cha stall during recess.. copying homework, ruling the library... toking endlessly in class and staying back afterwards... its wonderful that we stayed in contact all this while... although less than we would want to...
• Workplace frens: So many of u came and went... but always made work enjoyable for each other.. all the gossip and laughter and interacting with the kids... the lunches and break time and hectic class time.. i miss u guys...
• IAP ppl: aiyoh.. those were the weirdest 5 months i spent.. i'll miss the Office Ladies, Ah Moon, Ah Choi, Mai, Sanit, Kumar, Mona and the rest of u guys... all that running around, digging, watering, covering our asses, kopi time and ali baba-ing...... fond memories...
• RAndom Ppl: oh and of course i'll miss: Mosquito Lady, Crazy Vegetatrian Man, Lecturers, HAir Cutting Lady and so on and so on....

i noe it may seem that i am going to die and write a tribute but it is kinda.... let me explain...

as u all noe i am going to NS... and the experiences i am going to have in NS will change who i am.. i am afraid and have this gut feeling that wen i come out i will not be the same person... i will be changed for the better, i hope.. thus i am writing all this mushy stuff down as sort of a rememberance to who i am now... Kooky me.... becoz i will not as Kooky wen i come out, i'll tell u that...

Remeber me as i am, My frens for KookyPlum will not be as Kooky wen i come back from NS... If i come out that is... :)

I Can't Be Bothered...

its been a long time since i've been posting and frankly no ones cares much about me posting anything anyway.. one reason is there is nothing to post coz life is just shitty and there isn't much to blog about. some things to gripe about, i'll just write in point form coz its much easier....

• its quite shitty wen all ur frens are working and ur left all alone.
• i refuse to work much coz i'm going NS next month.
• yes i would love to find something to do but there isn't anyone to do it with me.
• i do not like to do things alone.
• I hope Vonzell wins american idol
• i dislike looking at pretty people especially men for long periods of time. it makes me insecure.
• that said, always glance, never stare.
• i really want to go to the zoo.
• no one is free.
• i'm adddicted to watching Oprah.
• i love my sitar (which i named Tara Padme).
• i love my sitar classes.
• i'm gonna miss sitar class.
• i wish for a class renunion so i can at least all my classmates again.
• that is like NEVER going to happen.
• i need to go out shopping.
• no one want to go shopping with me.
• i'm selective about my shopping mates. i'm picky. yes i noe that.
• life is absolutely shitty.

thus ends my blog post for now. maybe i should change my blog color to pink and tok bout penises and boobs. and take lots of pictures of myself. just wondering.

Its Quite Sad Really....

MAy i Just say that the guys on Eye For A Guy 2 are really (sad to say) looking like idiots... they look so desperate... Do u really need to give her a present every so oftenand explain ur gift, giving the worst explaination ever? Do u really need to explain every single emotion to the camera? And it peeves me abit that they are trying really badly to be the Alpha male and at the same time trying to be sweet and sensitive.. ok i'm quite out of line here.. i'm sure the guys from E.F.A.G.2 are a really nice bunch of guys... its the cameras and those damn producer who did this to u right? its ok i understand...

Halo Babies.....

hallo hallo... i have been busy busy for the past few days... at least busy by my standards.... whoa!! lets begin....

went to chinatown last fridae... chinatown chinatown.. me and rach and aH Yi braved the scroching sun to walk the walk in Chinatown... wahaha.. yes it is incredilby hot.. so we spent a good deal of the time finding shade.. actually its my first time actually spending time exploring Chinatown.. most of the time i just passs by the place... i found it quite charming... lots of those old old chinese antique shops that i actually love... bought a really heavy birthday present and i am going back for more.... i would classify Chinatown in the same class as Holland V and Little India.. i just love little little shops in weird out of the way places.. are there anymore of these kinda shops.. oh ho do tell....

The Next day bright and early in the morning... i travelled halfway across the island, actually abit more but hey who cares..... to a wonderful nursery in CCK... the same one i toked bout in a previous post... i tot it was a wonderful place... it could be described as A Tillandsia Lover's Wet Dream... (No offence ah Alvin.. hee hee) but it really is... its like this magical place where every airplant imaginable is hanging off almost every corner of the place... Heaven... it didn't matter if it was 34 degrees and mozzies nipping at my ankles, it was just Wow!... and for those of u who are Orchid Lovers (i know there are plenty) there is a nice collection of orchids, fuzzy ones, small ones, strange ones, leafless ones... and there were bromeliads (quite dangerous theese plants, beware the spines),lots of bromeliads.... seriously u all should go and visit... have a nice chat with Alvin and u might be prompted to grow some of these magical plants, Tillandsias not orchids... they don't take up much space and they don't need icky soil.. The Perfect Plant For An Apartment Dweller.. and i copyright that sentence... haha.. but seriously, no one should use taht sentence...

after visiting the place i felt inspired.. like its not very often u find a young person who is soo pasionate bout his plants...(i felt really old saying that) i was somehow disillusioned by the attachment, that this industry really cannot make it (that in itself is another story) but there is hope yet... so in addtion to that those who are plant lovers go visit this forum and join... http://www.greenculturesg.com/

and just go here lah.. and see my pretty face... oh and the nursery.. thanks to Boon.. who owes me 8 dollars.. ha ha.. kidding... :)

toodles DAhhhlings...
Note: i apologize for the sort of rushed kinda mood my post has been today.. i'm high on sugar...

I Guess Its Time...

Song Of The Moments: Keep This Fire Burning-Beverly Knight, Lonely no More-Rob Thomas, Its Like That-Mimi, Gayatri Mantra-Deva Premal

First of all let me say this.. IT IS SOOO WARM AND HUMID.. i'm like sweating like nobody's buisness, so warm, so humid.

ok first topic of the day.. is this question taht i would like to pose to u readers out there.. was i really that fat? like everytime i meet someone i haven't meet in a long time they would say "Oh u slimmed down alot!" blah blah.. yeah u haven't seeen me in a long time but that is the only thing taht u remember me by? that i am fat? don't get me wrong, it nice that to get compliments bout my new found slimness but was i really that fat last time?

its weird how life works, first wen ur fat u want to be slim now that ur slim u want to be fit... wahaha.. but the fit part ain't gonna happen... wahaha..

just a little note: get me a fan coz i'm literally drowning in my own sweat.. it just too damn humid...

its too warm to blog anymore and i have lost inspiration.... coz its too hot...

In a Blink Of An Eye...

i wanted to blog but then .... i decided not to.. mood swing.... i realised this post is quite useless and has no value watsoever but i'll just keep it around...

We all have a little dirty laundry....

oh we do.. don't u think u are so pure that u don't have a wee secret somewhere... that said i decided to remove my "shocking" post... let him come in his own time...

oh like how dare they push my Desperate Housewives down to 10:20pm... wat the big hoo haa bout the damned casino? which is now not even a casino but an "Integrated Resort". sheesh. seems Singaporean get excited bout liitle things when there are bigger issues at hand. but i have a little qn...

why do they need two resort? aren't we already short on land? do we need 2 "I.R."?? isn't one enuff.. from wat i heard its like going to have more shops than any shopping center nowand all that.. so do we need 2? i think they are going to chop down a fair bit of the Sentosa forest and the havoc its going to cause the ecosystem when construction is going on... oh i'm beggining to ramble..... later lah...

Wen U Die...

U are supposed to meet 5 ppl in heaven... they are going to help u to understand ur life and help u move on... well at least thats wat the movie says.. i just watched the movie Five People You Meet In Heaven.. and i love it.. its so touching and gives meaning to life...

ya ya.. i think i'm going to remove that previous post... it seems abit cruel and i feel guilty... and its showing coz now i have god awful stomach cramp.. wahaha... i need to lie down...

OH MY GOD!! OH MY GOD!!

------EDITED COZ ALL OF A SUDDEN I HAD GUILT. QUITE SURPRISED REALLY-------

courtesy Campaign..

i just bought a t-shirt from RaDIoActIvE and it the lightest t shirt ever.. its like made out of nothing.. and i love it.... and no u cannot see my tits, if u were wondering.... wahahaha.....

oh juz now on the way back home... i have to tell u this story... so i wa waiting for the lrt and there was this young malay couple with their young child. the child about 12 months old lah... so there were standing at the crowded lrt platform.. the child was very restless as all young children are.. and she can walk oso... ok got the scene now?

so the lrt comes.. as the lrt comes the mother say loudly in english that baby later must sit down or not baby will fall down... the father was carrying the baby... she was trying to get seats for herself and her husband by using the baby... how obnoxious is that... den wen inside the lrt she repeated the same thing again to whoever can hear her.. of course nobody offer her and her family a seat lah...

den after a few stops some ppl got off and she made such a fuss to say to her husband that there were seats available... like saying loudly that there were seats... den when she sat down she was complaining loudly that ppl here don't have courtesy and we only tok bout courtesy but take no action blah blah.... i found her quite irritating...

like first of all the world is not going to be so nice to u... so just deal with it...
secondly.. its not like u are pregnant or have a disability... ur perfectly capable husband is holding the child not u..
and u cannot get a baby stroller? it so much easier to starp ur kid in and push him around... lrt and mrts now have lifts so u don't have to carry the baby...

so irritating....

moving on... i am sorta organizing a nursery trip to this nursery which i think is pretty cool.. its called Epiphytophile go check out the link and contact me if u wanna go.. most prob its next sat....

toodles

Oh No U Don't....

S.O.M: Superstar-Jamelia well it was until it was cut short by my mom who was screaming to turn down the volume....

c'mon ppl... do u really think i am going to tell u who it is? sheesh... u have to noe me better than that.. my lips are sealed... with a blowtorch...

oh and yeah u asked me out but it wasn't the place i wanted to go... so i have to go to places that i don't want to go to? do u want to go to places that u don't want to go to? its called free will..

see ya tomolo darlings....

Goodness...

No song for tonight....

Oh juz watched Desperate Housewives and i have the sudden urge to mop the floor.. of coz my mum would appreciate that greatly but hey she juz mopped the floor yesterday.. maybe i should juz concentrate on my room... oh speaking of D.H... i wonder how Channel 5 is going to handle... (Spoiler Alert! if u don't mind me spoiling the plot for those of u in S'pore) Andrew Van De Kamps, Bree's Son, who has an upcoming episode in which he kisses a another boy or teen. hmmm.. will they cut the scen out or move it to another timeslot... how will the Channel 5 ppl handle this plotline if it ever comes up again? i so hope they won't cancel it... Censorship sucks...

Moving on to other stuff....

i need to do sumthing! i can't just stay at home all the time! i FEAR for my figure coz i'll grow super fat..i need to get out of the house for gods sake... go work i hear u say? well i do have work.. its twice a week and well practically thats all the work i can take.. i don't feel like taking on a full time part time job (if u noe wat that means) coz i'll be shipped off to army in a few months time.. maybe i should volunteer for sumthing? maybe i should ah like do volunteer work... like wat work can i do? goodness... or ppl can ask me out.. but hey who want to ask me out.. i have to ask ppl out instead of the other way round... sheesh.... ihate myself...

ok then good nite...

LAte Night Pondering..

Eh i ask u all ah... and by asking this its gonna create a mini whirlwind of excitement and buzz...
lets say if u really like someone should u tell this person? even if u noe its not gonna be a good reastion that ur gonna get? is it better to get it off ur chest or just not change the way things are?

Note: This was not why i was bummed out for a good part of last week....

I wanna Be A Desperate Housewife!

Song(s) Of The Moment(s) : Girl- Destiny's Child, Om Tare Tuttare-Deva Premal

Before i start blogging proper.. this goes out to a certain somebody.... Oh u noe who u are...Pls Pls Pls Why Did u have to call me 3 i think 4 times in the morning.. its sunday for crying out loud... msg me lah i'll get back to u later but hey i can't do that can i? So....

Really can i be a Desperate housewife? its so interesting.. the murder! the affairs! the gossip! and all the houses are so pretty.. don't u all want to live on Wisteria Lane? and they wear such pretty clothes, i mean its all so pretty....

i can be a housewife or in my case it would be househusband if i get married.. if not then i'll be known as the Desperate single Man.... but anyway... wouldn't it be so fun to go to Wisteria Lane and live in one of those cute housees? i wathced Oprah today bout her getting a guest role on Desperate Housewives and i was like i so want to be a Housewife!

My fave housewife would be... umm... lets see... i like...

Bree Van De Kamp: coz she is so hilariously perfect! Everything is perfect! So PErfect it kinda weird

Susan Mayer: She doesn't even look like a housewife.. she like ur kool aunt who is sorta klutzy

Lynette Scavo: Who ask her to not use protection? now she has to take care of 4 children.. most of them monsters.. other than that she's the closest to looking wata real housewife would look like...

Gabrielle Solis: she is so tiny! so small and pretty!

i love them all... even the dearly departed Mrs Huber and Mama Solis... i've never been in love with a show like this since Ally McBeal and Popular....

oh well i have must clean out my wardrobe!!! tommorrow...

Signing Off.
Desperate Housewives Fan

I Don't Noe Wat It Is That Makes Me Feel Like This..

Theme Songs: Trouble With Love Is-Kelly Clarkson & Alejate-Josh Groban also Superstar-Jamelia including Caught in A Moment-Sugarbabes


I have been feeling low for the past few days.... bummed out really... the most happiest moments of the past few days were:

realising that my Bodhi tree cutting was rooting!
and when a bee landed on my arm thinking my arm smelled like a flower..

i guess its the simple things that really make u happy...

i Wonder Sumtimes...

Theme Song: Nobody's Child

i really wonder sometimes what people want out of me.. what they want me to do for them and how they expect me to behave... yeah yeah... we may live in the year 2005 but it feels like 1950 to me.... there isn't a new open understanding society, it is still the uptight and conservative society that we all noe and love.... (its called sarcasm)

i mean i don't have to say much coz well no one would believe me anyway coz who wants to listen to a 19 year old guy who does not fit into the stereotype of a typical 19 year old guy.. gosh.. i hate being stereotyped...

i wonder sumtimes why ppl are still frens with me even if they find so terribly weird and strange....

yeah i noe nonsense ignore it if u want which i noe the majority of u will anyway.. so its quite pointless anyway...

Blah Blah Blah.....

You scored as Loner. You loner you. Continue on your trek for loneliness and hatred for the world! Not everyone has the knack for hanging out alone and pining for friends! Good show! Loner 56% Art Freak 44% Loser 31% Nerd 25% Cheerleader/Jock 13% Punk Ass Kid 13% What's You're Sterotype? created with QuizFarm.com

Plum: Wow! Really... Actually i am quite the loner....

You scored as Verbal/Linguistic. You have highly developed auditory skills, enjoy reading and writing and telling stories, and are good at getting your point across. You learn best by saying and hearing words. People like you include poets, authors, speakers, attorneys, politicians, lecturers and teachers. Verbal/Linguistic 57% Musical/Rhythmic 46% Visual/Spatial 46% Interpersonal 39% Intrapersonal 39% Logical/Mathematical 29% Bodily/Kinesthetic 21% The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences created with QuizFarm.com

Plum: This says alot.. maybe not so verbal lah...

You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life. “Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.” “It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.” --Jean-Paul Sartre “It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.” --Blaise Pascal More info at Arocoun's" Wikipedia User Page... Existentialism 75% Strong Egoism 70% Hedonism 70% Utilitarianism 55% Justice (Fairness) 50% Kantianism 50% Nihilism 20% Divine Command 5% Apathy 5% What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03) created with QuizFarm.com

GOd FReeKinG DAmmit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i did not sleep much last night coz the stoopid earthquake woke me up at 12.15am mind you AM bloody freeking AM! and yes my house once again shook like it was on the sea.....

and work was boring as usual and the stoopid msn cannot sign in! and i can't check my emailS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bloody fucking computer.....arrghhh...... why why... and i still do not have powerpoint to start my presentation... ok fine even if i had powerpoint i would not start my presentation but still it comforts me to have it in my computer....

note: i am an angry person right now... yep... angry.... bugger off....

Gosh.. i'm really sorry....

so sorry i've been out of circulation for awhile my dear readers.. the numbers of which i can count on one hand.. its sad really.. but moving on... i've been gone coz my internet is down and nobody bothered to fix it for a month so i had no internet fora month... and now its fixed but stoopid thing is the com now does not have microsoft office so even though i have internet i can't do my presentation for my all time last and most important presentation. God HElp!!!!

its late and i need to sleep coz i have to work... gosh.... haiyah..... maybe tomolo....

If Ur Reading This I'll most Probably be Dead...

or maybe not! how could i possibly be dead.... and type this blog entry and publish it.. haha... yes i have officially become crazy....

oh! i signed up for sitar classes! SITAR! CLASSES! ahh!! i soo excited and afraid at the same time.. i'm hella nervous... my first day is on monday... so so nervous.... if anyone want to join me, feel free to tell... its cheaper to join as a group... so now i'm looking for classmates.... ho ho....

oh and i bought more tillandsia! airplants for those not in the know... XL says i'm crazy for airplants.. well thats soo totally true! i LOVE airplants.... its my hobby! like some ppl who are obsessed with orchids (yes we all noe who they are) i'm obsessed wit airplants...its like soo amazing that they grow without soil and roots. and they take in water from their leaves.. how amazing is that... here a link to the only place that i noe sells alot of different types of tillandsias...

ok always after i change the colour i don't noe how to change back to the original colour so i'll always end up with black.. how stupid is that... so half of my blog entry will be in white and the other half will be black.. and if u see black in white then its coz i added that later.. oh wateva as long as u can still read it....

back to blog proper... oh yeah.. all this happened on Chinese New Year eve when i was "helping" XL go do some last minute shopping.... opps! shouldn't have revealed that.. haha... but anyways we went to Chinatown and Little India.. the only place we didn't go to was Geylang Serai... tis was fun and claustrophobic and i got back aches.. haha...

ok soo ppl... the next post is gonna be my 200th post! yeah! soo do read it....

The Year of the Rooster....

oh Cockle Doodle Doo!!!! the year of the Rooster is upon us, not that it holds any meaning for me. i don't really celebrate it haha...... but here's a

HAPPIe LuNaR nEw yEaR!!!!

i slept for 12 hours.. oh wat a wonderful sleep!! from 1am to 1 pm... great! then i slept for another 2 hours in the afternoon... tok about catching up on sleep...

and now i shall sleep summore... hahaha... i shall blog tomolo lah....

toodles...

I'm Very Tired....

Lets face it... for most of us, life didn't turn out how we expected it to be. on the threshold of adulthood and to find out the truth about the world comes as a big shock. to realise that ur dreams and ideals are so hard to achieve , it would be better to give up. and thus is the reality of life.

and somehow people who are older and so called wiser ( they noe who they are) are settled into this fate. to me, they seemed to have abandoned their dreams and passions for the mundaness of every day life. the only reason they do wat they do is for money. life isn't always about money, there is so much that i want from life. namely, its being happy and doing want i am good at.

time to get my priorities straight!

in the meantime, do watch Desperate Housewives. this is wat i might turn into after 10 years or so.. not a housewife! but an unhappy soul stuck in an unhappy situation. look at lynette (the one with the babies), she was a corporate climber but she has babies and look at Gabrielle ( the one having sex with the gardener) she was a model but shes now un-happily married. oh sadness. its not that they don't love their children or their husbands respectively. it just that they could be happier doing other things. same here with me... i love my course but now if i stay on i'll be unhappy and i know could do other happier things.

straying off topic abit: don't any of u realise that lindsay lohan's breast look very fake? like they jiggle and bounce much more thatn they should... just a thought....

back to topic..

sometimes i wonder why i joined thsi course.... i love plants thats for sure but the industry is not wat i expected it to be.... and the things i learned in skool are rarely used in daily work.. it weird lah.. i dunnno...

time now to worry bout the coming week.. the week end is almost over and i haven't do so many things sigh... gotta go water my plants now.... but before i do here a song!

Moulin Rouge- Nicole Kidman

I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
To live again

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly awayFly fly away

How Fast CAn Life Fly PAst...

it sunday and the three day weekend is coming to and end... how much faster can the weekend fly past.. are they late for a party somewhere?

i went back to skool for open house on sat... it seems soo right and soo perfect to be back in skool... its like an old fren... i have sad fact to report.. the old Blk 56, the one where so many memories were made and good times were had... has alas... been turned into a carpark... a damned freaking carpark.. i was so shocked... a carpark...

i was at the convention center and i was pleasantly surprised at the number of ppl that ask about Horticulture and LAndscape MAnangement... just a fair warning though to whosoever happens to read this... its not wat u expect... even though its called the Skool of Life Science and Chemical Tech, u won't be wearing a lab coat or work in a lab when u go out to work... i'm juz saying...

i should be starting on my report but nah.....

I'm Beggining To HAte the Colour Pink....

Have u woken up one day and felt that something was utterly going to be wrong to day?
well i had such a day.. it was weird.. the wind was blowing so fiercely that i was afraid that the windows would that break. and if u opened the window all the pictures in the house woud just fly off the walls... the wid was very strong and i live on the 18th floor....

winds bring change... especially when it comes from the sea...

the i kept seeing shades of pink... creeping up asthough someone took a pink torchlight and shone it at wherever i set my eyes on... really i'm not joking... white things had tinges of pink and i keep noticing pink things and ppl... the sunlight had pink edges and so did the flourescent light from the mrt... and the strangest thing was that i got really sick when i saw the pinkness...

i got clammy and felt like vomiting... there was strange feeling in my hands.. i had to close my eyes the whole time i was in the train... seriously.. when i reached city hall i had to sit down and eat a bar of choc.... i had a head ache and my tummy hurt..

and the worst thing was ah.. my fren wore a pink top... actually two of them wore pink tops... great...

i wonder wat was going on... was i supposed to be in love? like the old saying goes "seeing the world thru rose tinted glasses" i has not at the moment... and i wasn't feeling great i wa feeling really crummy... i dunno.. i felt better after toking and toking with my frens..

now i'm alright.. i dunno why i had a pink related sickness.... and i don't even noe why i'm telliing u readers bout my dizzying pink spell... i dunnoo... my head is in a spin...

HALLO HALLO!!!!!

i noe i noe... i haven't been updating for like ages but den i'm really tired from work and well wats is theer to say really?

but i'm back but i dunno wat to say... next week is such a fun week! there is HAri Raya Haji! which is a holiday!! yeah yeah!! and then there is the above open house!

that just goes to show how much i miss skool.. I REALLY REALLY MISS SKOOL....

let me list wat i miss:

• i miss setting my alarm at different times each night.
• i miss taking the bus to the interchange
• i misss the train most of all.. big spacious seats of NEL
• i miss DRESSING up for skool in different clothes
• i miss gelling my hair nicely
• i miss putting on my vanilla perfume
• i miss getting off the bus and scanning for frens
• i miss walking to class
• i miss lecture.. even though i sleep thru most of them
• i miss PEOPLE WATCHING
• i miss the greenhouse
• i miss the library
• i miss the canteens and the food
• i miss shopping at the Co Op Shop
• i misss my FRENS from Mass Comm, Building, Logistics and wateva else
• i miss my LSCT MAtes as well
• i miss waiting outside the classroom
• i miss breaktime between hours
• i miss the slacking we did when we had a few hours to spare between lectures
• i miss the labs
• i miss choosing the cleanest toilets in campus
• i miss the lecturers.. really....
• i miss wearing nice clothes
• i miss reading books from the library
• i miss the Atrium
• i misss sitting at the Atrium
• i miss the Deli
• i miss waiting for lecture to end
• i miss crossing that god damned bridge
• i miss waiting at the freeking hot bus stop
• i miss shopping after class
• i even miss the pest control.. u noe wat i mean...

i miss it soo badly... its wen the thing is gone that u miss it.. really right... its the little things...

thus i am going back to OPen House next week... i shall relieve the good ole days once again! anyone wants to join?

MUshy.....

i realised taht my blog is becoming some wat emotional and sweety pie... i dunno lah... we evolve and learn...

u noe wat! my dreams of joining the the MERCEDES BENZ FASHION AWARD WEEK!!!! has sadly been dashed... one the criteria for joining is that i must have credentials and industry experience of at least 2 to 5 years or sumthing... u go read ur self lah.....

how sad and unfair... how bout amateur designer like ME!!!! life is sooo unfair... sigh.. but i will persevere.. keep a look out for design competitions ok...

another snippet of fashion related new.. u noe how they have America's Next Top Model for female models? well now they have one show for male models... how interesting... its called Manhunt: The Search for America's Most Gorgeous Male Model ... Haha wat a title... i wonder if they would bitch alot like the girl models... hmm.... its coming soon to Starworld... {side note: they did't call me for the casting.. sadness } heh...

and i wanna join the sitar class! but all so expensive like $100 dollars at least per month... and i dunno how long the coursees are for.. and i have no time... i wanna keep my week ends free so i have to squeeze it into the week but den i can only make it for night classes and the places are all so far away... stress stress...

New Year has started to go down the drain.....