Epiphany

I just realised that... i can't win.. i can't compete...
if being myself doesn't cut it den well....i dunno wat to do...
i have no time left... maybe this is driving me to desperation... i dunno...

oh gosh... i really am trying to go wit the flow but its frustrating... very...
but den i realised i cannot compete wit others who are better than me... i am who i am...
and thats the way it is....
its always a 2 way thing, nvr one way....

No chance at happiness or least feel wat its like....
sighs....

i can't be who you or anybody expect me to be... i just can't...
so i guess i'm destined to be by myself....
Never knowing wat its like, Always expecting and wish....