Wednesday, August 29, 2007

I dunno How to Feel....

i dunno how to write this... i jsut need to get this off of my chest...

i have so much anger coursing thru my veins... now... i just feel like beating up something or someone... i wish, i really wish that i could hav someone to blame for the way i feel. but the sad thing is there is nobody to blame but me.

is it really anger? i dunno wat i'm feeling.... but i know it hurts so bad... my chest hurts.... ya my chest hurts....

i dunno how to be human.. wen u start caring for ppl it starts to hurt soo bad...

am i selfish? to want things or affection for myself? aren't you selfish too then? i dunno its all very confusing.

i feel like dying everynight. but then i wake up the next to continue my sad existence.

and if u ask me if i'm ok, i'll say i'm fine... ppl don't want to be sucked into ur sadness or depression. so no need to worry... i just wrote this to get it off my chest....

2 comments:

minz said...

hey modz...just bear in mind i feel the same way too sometimes so u're not alone... come here quick chop chop lah!!

appletoe said...

gd tt u got tt off ur chest. sometimes it's gd to do tt. i und how some ppl just dont see ur care n concern for them. but most of the time u jus cant stay angry at them for too long right? the feelin really suckz..