Friday, July 13, 2007

I can never....

seems friday the 13th has gotten off on a bad start for me.

i came to realise that i can never ever be angry or sad. i mean really angry or really sad. i can never ever show the full blown effects of my emotions.

everytime i try too i feel bad that other people have to put up with it wen they are just innocent bystanders. i want to throw a tantrum! i want to be really depressed and lock myself in my room for days.

but the thing is... i can't.... i have others to give my attention too and i would feel real guilty....

i need a proper breakdown seriously....

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