What I'm Not

i'm not that fit to begin with and apparently people at 'work" don't seem to understand. if you can accept the fact that there STUPID people in this world why can't u accept the fact that there are people who are physically fit. its silly. they keep telling me that i can do it and i need to train. well yes i can do it and i can train for it but i can possibly do it in 2 fucking week.

apparently they don't get it. after all i've done. i've gone thru all the silly marches and outfields with out falling out, i can't say that about some of the ppl who are there. but jsut coz i can't clear it or get silver i'm labelled one of the weaker ones. isn't that shitty? i've tolerated all the nonsense that has been thrown at me. i've listened to all your problems and tried my best to answer you medical queries. i've came to do wat i had to do and now my time has come to an end. why can't i leave in peace? is this the thanks i get?

but i shall be patient and wait and weather this out. i have lasted more than one year in that place. enduring all the bureaucracy and hierachy one could ever expect and more.

at least in the real world i can fight back. at least i can voice out my opinion and argue about it. not just sit and bite my tongue for fear of getting punishment. i just tired of the whole system. i love most of the people there but i hate the system.

i've survived so far. i shall survive this 2 weeks.