Hum Dee Hoo....

i haven't been posting much these week. for one i was stuck in camp for a good part of the week for which wen i cam home i had the longest sleep ever which was after i went to chinatown to hunt for a Mother's Day Prezzie after which i went to a farewell dinner at 10 Mile Junction.

i have been feeling abit Blah these few days. tired and generally apapthetic about most things. i dunno. maybe its the changes that happening around and i just wanna just not do anything for the time being . i need to sort out my thoughts which i am always prone to do. anyways.

i really don't know why some ppl want to be super skinny. like excuse me why do u want to be a stick? the only ppl or rather race can actually look good skinny are chinese ppl. i'm talking about men here. even the japs don't look good skinny, japs look good tight. chinese ppl can pull off skinny quite well. aiyoh some "fashionistas" guys are so freaking skinny i could snap their arm with my hands. but i guess the lack of muscle mass is topped up by their super bitchy mouths. oh well. personal preference.

and wat do you think of me in green and black nail polish? i mean i've had this silly thing that i have always wanted to do. which is paint my nails green and black. i dunno. wat do you guys think? as though i'm gonna get a response likethat. my readers, whoever u are, does it take a lot of ur time to actually comment on my blog? my words fall on deaf ears.

anyways enuff about my mute readers, if there are any readers at all.

ahah! i have post on Isaac's blog about me! i'm amused and honoured. i'm sad to leave but i will be around. isn't that wat a phone is for? and msn. ppl. msn is gods gift to geeks!

speaking of geeks, i'm beginning to accpet my fate as a geek. i fucking hate the fact that i wasn't born atheletic or dashingly good looking. i was born abit lumpy and oldish looking. ya thats how i am. and i'm geeky. i rahter be in a bookstore than go clubbing . really its sad but hey its true. i can't wear any type of clohes i want like my beloved skinny jeans coz i'm not born to be those model types. i have curves, not lean with bulging muscles. curves. hug me and u'll feel good. coz i'm cuddly. let leave it at that coz i could go on and on about the things that i hate about myself. ya i hate myself. gosh.

way to drop a bomb and have a moment.