Sunday, October 22, 2006

The Most Depressive Blog Ever

Each day i feel i am turning into Daria or some other angst ridden teenage character.. my heart is turning to stone or ice... slowly.... slowly the hope is leaving... jealous? maybe.... but i still hang on to the stupid thought that my time will come... but for now i try to pour myslef into my work... thanks god my work involves having a heart, if not i would be long gone...

as Raya comes it seems that its the season for love.... people are getting wat they want, getting their happiness...

its sad really, wen they are hurt emotionally or physically, they come to me for solace and comfort... to find the solution to their problems, for a ear to listen to their problems... but wen they are happy nobody shares their happiness with me... well i've said it many times over i know... well let me share this story wif you..

in Greek Mythology there was a princess, she was named Cassandra, she was so beautiful that the god Apollo granted to her the power of prophecy.... Apollo loved her but she did not return his love.. thus he cursed her. Her curse was taht her prophecies would all come true and see the light of day BUT no one would ever listen to her, no one would ever believe her... thus her gift has now become her constant source of pain.. as she would predict tragedies in her life that she could not prevent or change as nobody would believe her...

Nobody listens..... Nobody really sees...

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