it is still depressing... oh maybe it is the night... i was ok in the day...

ok ok... maybe it becoz i am watching the new show Eye Fo rA guy!

it saddens my little heart at the state of our men now. i as a member of the sex with the banana, apologize at the stupidity of the male species. yes i said it. men are dumb. it is oo true. pls don't argue with me. only i kooky plum has the intelligence to rise above it all.

i mean how stupid can these men be to join this show? like most of them are attractive young men. the operative word here is most. haha. but i mean there are lotsa other girls and they can snag other girls besides that FHM lady. like i don't mean that she is ugly or anything but its a show and you would ridicule yourself in front people on national tv!!

oh i can't say anymore! toodles....

UNkOOL-NESS

it's depressing... no one calls for a chat... no one asks me out... it little wonder that i don't have a girlfren or boyfren or animalfren or plantfren... it depressing...

yes i noe i am not kool. i have no personality. i am not goodlooking. heck i don't even have a pretty eyes or a nice smile. people don't come up and tok to me unless they want something. people always always stare at me. i am prone to pimple outbreaks and rashes. i sweat easily. i am not sporty. i am not that clever. i am fat. i am a big softie. i have bad hair.

yupz i realize i am not kool. so thats why i am here typing all this out becoz i have no life. i do not do the things that normal ppl do.

watching movies: i find it highly redundant becoz a good story cannot be told in 2 hrs. exceptions do apply.

eat healthy: a burger has the same amount of fat, cholestrol or wateva as a bowl of char kuey or laksa. everything has preservatives.

that is only the tip of the iceberg.

and another thing. wat is the big deal for me sleeping in class? alot of people sleep in class but when i sleep all eyes are on me! maybe its just me but i find that if i sleep in class it wrong but when others do it ppl don't give a shit. except for me maybe.

ok i tire easily ok. i sleep late at night. don't blame me if the lecture is boring. at least i don't whine or tok excessively. i just sleep quietly. and ya why do lecturers make a big fuss when ppl sleep in class when toking to sumone else and not paying atttention is far worse. they make noise and they do not pay attention. dammit. it insane.

i am soo angsty todae. maybe for the simple fact that things that were supposed to be snet to me are not here yet so i am here typing like a mad man a wee bit frustrated that i am not doing anything.

and the very fact that i am a very lame piece of shit that has no life and is not kool enuff for ppl to care about the very fact that i exist. i can imagine if i don't come to skool or to work one day no one is gonna sms me and ask me why i never come. i am just one of those unloved ppl . well diseases love me.

ish i am angsty. forgive me if i stepped on anyones tail.

which groupmember are you?


ahahaha... yupz this is true at least the part about sarcasm bein my bitch... at least it sounds good...

the erratic behaviour of the tagboard is irritating the shit out of me... i am gonna change it... but in the letarghic state i am in god noes when i will change it...

oh and happie birthday to my fren who for reason of privacy i cannot name... i wanted to sms you but i can't seem to find my hp.... dat or i am just lazy to walk over to the living room table and get it. u choose. happie birtdae anyway.

its raining outside, good for me, so i don't have to be stcky and sweaty all day long. not dat being hot and bothered is a bad thing but hey today is not one of those days.

has anyone here watched the vagina monologue. oh great i am having a conversation with no one. damn.

is it just me or am i just rambling on on and on.

next up. im bored. i dunno should i go and watch a movie but then that would violate my no movie policy. unless i find a ..... nvm thats for me to noe and you to find out. i feel happie... maybe i am on drugs or sumthing... but everything feels right. just right.

ahh.. when you tought dat you can get things done... it sunday and i am blogging coz there is nothing to do.... ok not that, there are a gadzillion things to do and well don't feel like doing it... for example the PQS project.. and i am supposed to wait for ppl to email me their stuff so i can edit but apparently it aint happening...

such a sucky sunday... oh i juz remembered something! hey! lim xiu! did you go to skool to check the plants?

ok thats alll from me but rest assured that i will be back to bore you with details of my un interesting life which ppl still do read even though it is super boring. phew that was a long sentence and i need to get a life.

blogger whore out!

yes yes... dear darlings! i am back and with a veangence... i ditched my dial up and now have broadband..i noe i noe i am kinda backdated to be still hanging on to my dial up but now got advanced a bit lah ok.

as i am still reveling in the excitement of getting back my internet and the dark shadow of project deadlines looming above my head i am not gonna say much...till next time dolls...

! You are most like a diamond !
Unique, Gorgeous, but pretty selfish. That just
about sums you up.
You're not the deepest of puddles, but no doubt
you're the
prettiest. You pretty much think the world revolves
around you,
, making you very greedy and vain. However you are
unique! You're
demanding, but like a diamond - you are probably
worth it. You are
like a diamond because you are one of the prettiest
gems worth looking at.
Congratulations ... You're the most beautiful gem
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how hilarious is that quizz? I? the most gorgeous? a priceless gem? unique? greedy and vain? HAHAHAHA! please do not make me laugh. it is hilarious i tell you. me? a diamond? i am laughing so hard my testicles are around my ankles. hahaha.

that aside.

sunflower watch: as i was walking to water my plants at the greenhouse, it started to rain. how fucking irritating is that? i came all the way to do wat? stand around in the rain issit?

on other news: my borther is irritating the shit out of me. but i have patience i shall persevere ( is taht how you spell it? ) it is all a test.

oh oh. i have advice.

if you are feeling depressed. go out and buy underwear. and buy it from john little coz they have a sale. yes SALE. i jus bought 3 pairs of Byford Hipster underwear for like 10 bucks! the usual price was like 20! i love them. they are soo soft. i luve my underwear. sigh.

it was about time!

remember the post i had up about SKAterboi and Sammi Cheng? finally it came true. sheesh. took them a while.

ok i am back. i noe that was abit short but i am bored and i dunno wat else to draw on my landscaping project so i am here. haha.

reading friendster testi (cles) and well it makes me depressed. people hav nothing nice to say bout me. yes i now i am bitchy, bossy, loud, sacarstic and the list goes on and on. sad.

oh ya on matter pertaining to the tagboard. yes it does not work. let it remain as sad reminder of how things used to be when lotsa people came and read my blog and left their rave reviews and wonderful comments on my tagboard. let it be a reminder for future generations!

oh wait. that was not how it used to be. just the bloody opposite. and beside i cannot be bother to change tagboard servers.

oh my god. see how i just changed from happy to pissed off. i can be unpredictable as the wind.

sometimes i can be the shyest thing in the world. that day something weird happened in the train on my way home. and i cannot BELIEVE i was so shy like. oh my god i was beating myself up that day. but i guess that day was one of those days i was pissy and i had a really bad cold so i was not really up to meeting new people. sigh. oh well.

oh i have soo many things planned for the one week break but as all things in my life, it is not going to happen. so i cannot be bother to type out watever i have planned only for it to not happen so i am not telling.

lets do a sunflower watch. coz as my classmate should noe we are growing sunflowers! so update on my sunflowers is:

ok i cannot do that coz i did not g oto skool todae. haha. next time maybe.

when ever we meet or greet!