So I'm Back.

so i'm back in Brissy. feels good to be back to familiar surroundings. but new people. oh don't get me started on the hot young things strutting thier stuff on campus. partly the reason i wanted to continue studying lol. but thats not the point.

the point is i'm back. and things seem the same but somehow not. somehow i feel that there has been a fair bit of gossip about me going on while i was away. interesting no? i can tell. lol. but anyways gossip is a part of life. but come on. make it less obvious next time? muahahahaha.

oh current update: i was deleted as a fren from someones facebook. not that i mind but interesting. i've nvr had that before. hhmmm....throws up so many reasons and speculations on why and how. which is interesting fodder for another post. damn. next post next post lol.

so back to the matters at hand. like today i had my first intensive day of Museum Context. and wow i'm amazed and the breadth and range of knowledge present in that room. like i felt abit stupid.

but i like it. it works my mind to the max. and thus i was very tired at the end of the day. although we only had 2 discussions the whole day lol. like seriously very tired. 4 more days to go.

yes i'm PSYCHED about skool. yes i am.

There is no fluke, There is no luck. Only Talent and Hard Work.

Alas it is time to leave.

the winds have changed direction. no more does it come from my bedroom window gently blowing at my curtains. alas it has changed direction. this signals one thing. it is time for me to leave yet again.

yes it is time for me to leave this cruel judgmental country where even the slightly longer hair is frowned upon. goodbye singapore, the land i love and hate all at once. by this time next week, i would be in brisbane. to a much simpler life, to a more accepting and open society.

how naive of me to think that things will change.

to think that having a worldy view is worth anything. sadly it does not. not much anyways. short hair and fitted berms are worth much more.

much has been revealed to me during my short stay here. truths about people. sad painful truths, as all truths often are. haiz.

so i guess it will do me well to go back to the sunshine state. back to a simple life. back to a pursuit of knowledge where ur mind is worth more than ur bulging biceps.

Violence

its amazes me with much amusement on how much anger courses thru my veins nowadays. usually i'm a very reserved person. well thing change don't they wit such interesting effects.

now i'm in the mood for beating sumthing up and i'm loving this song.

Advice from a fren: Just Don't Care la.....

i guess caring too much does bring one much grief....



.....That I dug my key into the side of his Pretty little souped up four wheel drive
Carved my name into his leather seat
I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights
Slashed a hole in all four tires......

Again

i sit here on my bed in the middle of the night. when the world has wound down for the night and the only sounds i hear are the odd rumblings of a car as it whizzes down the street.

the wind blows softly into my room, gently swaying the windchime, creating a melodic tinkling so strangely contrasting against the din of the engines roaring by.

as always i sit in my bedroom alone. on my bed alone. by myself alone.

how i often wish this wasn't the case. wouldn't it be nice to have some one else? if not wit me in bed (think wat u will) at least to waste the night away in endless conversations into the early hours of the morning.

all these remain but wishful thinking, lonely whispers sent to the night, fading away into the darkness. who hears my silent pleas? only the moon and the stars.

i tire of this life. this life of being alone. but i foresee it will be going on for a very long time. it must take alot of strength to forge ones way in life all by oneself. truly it does.

but alas i am not that strong. hope is diminishing that maybe one day something magical will happen, some spark, some passion. but the reality is that it won't happen.

love in this day and age is but a myth. a relationship now is more of a game than the meeting of 2 souls. oh well call me a old fashioned romantic.

how long can i ramble on, fending off my own dark thoughts from engaging me in battle?

for tonight and every night. i am alone.

ARGH

this song is fucking catchy. i want nobody, nobody but chu!!!!



this one should have subtitles. so u know wat they are singing about.