It kinda sucks

ok firstof all it kinda sucks that i can't spend as much as i want to.. coz i have to save for my future and all... it sucks.. i wanna buy so many things!!!!! it sucks... and add to taht i slept wif my specs on and guess wat happened? it snapped thus i had to spend 100 plus dollars on a new pair of specs... gone just like that eh....

oh also ends my attachment at the hospital and fire station... i'll miss all the old ladies who poop in their pants and all the drunks.... i'll miss the nurses and PCA the most.. and the abangs (lepak bang) and paramedics and medics too.. it was an eyeopener and interesting time spent there... i'll miss it... thus we end up back to army life which sucks...

have to book in today which sucks too...

aiyah...

la wn 3younak

don't ask me about the strange title.. it supposed to mean.... wen i first saw your eyes or sumthing like that.. its nice.. i'm into arab songs now.. ;P

Arab Music Video - 4 Cats - Ya Antar

i don't noe nuts about wat they are singing about but i luuurrvve!!! this song....

OF Bjork And Bones

I've been listening to alot of Bjork recently, she's weird, eccentric and i would like to say visionary here are some of my fav videos.. and for the safety of the general public they have been linked.. instead of posted straight here.. some of it are quite disturbing to some....

Pagan Poetry: Tis one is musical porn literally... watch it at ur own risk ;)
Hunter: she turns into a bear... a metallic bear...
Bachelorette: one day i found a big book... cutesy cutesy voice....
Oceania: my fav line is: your sweat is salty, i am why (instead of i am brine which would be cool too)....
Where Is The Line?: she gives birth to a slime creature and gets attacked by hay....

anyways.. went for hospital attachment which was fun and very interesting... talked to some interesting nurse and nice nurses... and some fun doctors and medical students... chatted with some patients and security... oh in the spirit of list making, i shall now make a list! of the cases i saw...

• An open fracture (bone was sticking out) of the tibula... i think it was communited also..
• a shoulder dislocation... and how it was put back.. Pop!
• Some penis inflammation.. bad penis infection.. bad...
• Had to wipe someones pee and put that person on diapers
• Some drunk dude who broke his leg
• Re-aligning of broken bones.. traction they call it, on an old lady..
• an old person with very loud wheezing.. i mean really loud..
• alot alot chest pain people...

of course this is medical in confidence, i can only give you the cases not the names or divulge further... of well got to go.. tonight there is Ambulance Attachment!!!! which ppl say is more fun but i dunno we'll see....

I Ask Why?

people always ask me why i don't have gurlfren.. heck some even ask me why i don't have a boyfren... my answer to them is always the same ole stuff....

• I Dunno
• Who would like me?
• I rather have someone chase after me than me doing the chasing

actually i go by the saying " before you love someone, you have to love yourself"... it took a long time and it is still going on but... i'm getting there... finding myself and realising things that i never realised before ( like how bitchy i am).. if it happens it shall...

that is why i don't quite understand why people keep coming to me for comfort when they relationship troubles or when they break up.. i have nvr loved or had another loving touch.. wat do i know about loving or being loved eh?

i am complaining BUT i don't mind actually... i said it before, i seem to be destined, it is my fate, to comfort those hurt by things beyond their control... its ok keep it coming... i have nobody to devote my time too so why not... i will listen and help you the best i can...

on less emotionla fronts.. but quite close to my heart...

my plants are sort of protesting to me... wtf... they are giving a wake up call! all of them seem to be in some state of infection or decay... they all look quite bad... its coz i nvr take care of them well enuff... negelcted things tend to do that, even though they are watered and tended.. i guess its the personal touch thats missing... my room did the same thing.. i'm not around to sleep in it thus there is no life in it... it becomes empty... so that day to my suprised a really beeg wasp was buzzing around in my room, dunno looking for paper to make its nest or actually looking for a place to make its nest... kool and suprised at the same time...

any ways.... time to mug for my medical paper (no i'm not a doctor but a paramedic wannabe).. but ambulance and hospital attachment is coming up! that would be fun...

also... mustafa has really cheap spices.. heeng powder and kalojire for 1 dollar!!! quite alot also whoop dee doo.... if ya dunno wat i am talking bout go read MIstress of Spices....

Bjork - French and Saunders

this is hilarious

It's Oh So Quiet by Bjork

Bjork...silly and eccentric.. u can't just not love her...

I Have Geisha Powers

this just have to be the weirdest thing ever.... okay yesterday last night after watching movie.... i was walking home.... laa dee dah... walking walking by the side of the road... and coming my way were two guys on bicycles... okay fine continue walking.. as they passed by me i looked at them.. laa dee daa... then i heard a shout and i turned back... ahah to my suprise one of them crashed and was on the road.. okay he wasn't hurt i guess he just lost control and 'buang' his bicycle... creepy.. how very geisha.. "A geisha can ctop a man with a single look" creepy....

werid you noe.. okay the guy wasn't hurt or anything he just got up and rode away but it was kinda strange to have a deja movie experience...

anyways i must recommend Devil Wears Prada for the storyline and also the fabulous clothes that they have... amazing clothes, abit gaudy but hey who to comment on runway fashion eh? but i like the storyline too... go watch it....

I'm So Pretty... Oh So Pretty....

so last ngiht went to watch the Devil Wear Prada which i didn't wanna watch but in the end found it quite enjoyable...

makes me wanna shop alot... they wear such pretty pretty clothes on the movie... and i love Miranda Priestly.. she sucha bitch... you must always look fabulous every day... and be a bitch about it....

Bitches....

okay someone recently commented that i'm bitchy.. oh gosh.. u you know that i didn't really realise it but i am a bitchy... it was kinda startling... i am such a bitch... well to add to that:

List of things that Are a Bitch:

1. Me... naturally...
2. genetics is a bitch beeg time
3. life in general is a bitch
4. NS is a bitch
5. Obnoxious ppl are bitches
6. females dogs are bitches
7. nothing to do on a weekend is a bitch
8. studying really hard is bitch
9. a runny nose is a bitch
10. tight underwear is bitch unless it makes you look hot...
11. did i mention nothing to do on a weekend?
12. having mixed feelings is a damn big bitch
13. bitches are a bitch
14. spider mites are a bitch but technically the are arachnids
15. karmic retribution is a bitch
16. love is such a bitch but we still love her
17. having a really big wasp buzzing around in ur room is quite a bitch
18. knowing you have a big paper coming up and not studying is a bitch
19. you yes you! are a bitch whoever you are
20. my headphones are being a bitch.. they're not working properly...

the list goes on and on ur welcome to add to it....

i shall continue to sit here and rot with the knowledge that somewhere out there ppl (note the use of ppl, not person) are having fun while i sit here and cultivate fungus on my crotch....

Sentient Plants

you know i read my frenz blog about animal rights and vegetarianism and how animals are made to suffer to feed us.... well then how bout plants? they are living breathing (or rather give out breath) organisms... they have "sex" in a way and produce offspring.. they feel also.. in way that they respond to environmental changes just like us... just that they can't speak doesn't mean they do not feel.. hey i'm a horticulturist for crying out loud.. i love these green fellas...

plants have evolved a way of getting energy by just standing there and absorbing rays of the sun.. and water and various chemicals.. how cost effective.. while we have to poop out stuff taht we cannot digest... also it is said that in really old trees there are spirits living inside... dryad they are called guardians of the forest, the living essence of the forest...

and the ents of LOTR... aren't they just kool? living walking guardians of the forest... ok i'm beggining to sound like Poison Ivy...

anyways wat i'm trying to say is that we take plants for granted... of course we feel for our fellow red blooded cousins but thats the cycle of life... also don't take plants for granted... they are the reason we are still here... ok? here's a song from Arrogant Worms... some food for thought...


Listen up brothers and sisters, come hear my desperate tale
I speak of our friends of nature, trapped in the dirt like a jail
Vegetables live in oppresion, served on our tables each night
The killing of veggies is madness, I say we take up the fight
Salads are only for murderers, cole slaw's a fascist regime
Don't think that they don't have feelings, just cuz a radish can'tscream

CHORUS
I've heard the screams of the vegetables (scream scream scream)
Watching their skins being peeled (Having their insides revealed)
Grated and steamed with no mercy (burning off calories)
How do you think that feels (bet it hurts really bad)
Carrot Juice constitutes murder (and that's a real crime)
Greenhouses prisons for slaves (let my vegetables grow)
It's time to stop all this gardening (it's as dirty as hell)
Let's call a spade a spade (is a spade is a spade...)

I saw a man eating celery, so I beta him black and blue
If he ever touches a sprout again, I'll bite him clean in two
I'm a political prisoner trapped in a windowless cage
Cuz I stopped the slughter of turnips by killing three men in a rage
I told the judge when he sentenced me, this is my finest hour
I'd kill those farmers again just to save one more cauliflower

CHORUS

How low as people do we dare to stoop
Making young broccoli's bleed in the soup
Untie your beans, uncage your tomatoes, let potted plants free
Don't mash that potatoe I've heard the screams of the vegetables (scream screamscream)
Watching their skins being peeled (fates in the stir fry are sealed)
Grated and steamed with no mercy (you fat gourmet slob)
How do you think that feels (leave them out in the fields)
Carrot Juice constitutes murder (V8's genocide)
Greenhouses prisons for slaves (yes your compost's a grave)
It's time to stop all this gardening (take up macrame)
Let's call a spade a spade (is a spade is a spade...)
Power to the peas Give peas a chance
All we are saying is give peas a chance