Sunday, November 27, 2005

Those Who Are Truly The Best In What They Do
Do Not Seek Recognition
Be Humble
And
Accept Your Fate
Whatever It May Be

HAiyoh....

tis been a long time since i blogged... i guess i have no mood and time to blog.. and also the fact that i haven't gotten the fact that i have been posted to one of the most xiong units... i'm still in shock and think i am still going to be for quite some time in the future.... why is heaven so unfair? i must have done something in my past life... thats why i get to go to the most xiong unit...

like i studied alot for fuck? its like maybe they never take into consideration ur results.. me thinks they only take into the consideration your ability to "angkat buah"... suck up lah basically... which is true actually.... sucks man... i think i'm heading for a nervous breakdown....

i won't be around much coz i have to stay in... sucks.... so this blog won't be updated very often because for one i'm not at home blog and secondly i will have no fucking life... even if i have things to say, i can't coz wateva it is, it would be classified info... sucks....

i'm very sad and depressed.......

and no one will read this.... even more sad and depressing....

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

The land awash in endless sorrow
Brought by the pouring rain
I'll never know if i'll see tommorow
For you have brought me so much pain
There is so much i want to tell you
So much you need to know
But if these words leave my mouth
The answer would be no
BENCI!!!!!!!!!
ok i have issues... terrrible.... terrible things.. and they have to resurface now... i hate it....

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

I'm Back....

I have eaten and i watched more tv... hee hee... den began to make ketupats while watching tv... which is quite frustrating coz the coconut leaves are not the same width and they are short so i can't do it properly (i'm just a novice u see)... i shall leave it to dearest mother who has done it for many many more years than me...

ok nuff bout festive related occurances....
i have to mope... about stuff.... mopey mopey.... me....

HAPPIE DEEPAVALI!!!!!!!!!

yay! its deepavali... but didn't do much in the celebrating deepavali department... coz i woke up at 2 in the afternoon... and then vacuum my room... rearranged my plants and spruced them up.. help my mom change the cushion covers and did somemore random vacuuming... watched abit of tv and read the paper.. and phew.... i end up here.... loo dee doo...

actually i ha d nothing in particular to blog about cept the fact that i really had the urge to blog but i had nothing to blog about so here i am blogging about the urge to blog but having nothing to blog about... u get me?

ok time to get ready to break fast.. hehe....